Nguyen, Michelle. Californian native. 17. Aggie. Full-time student, part-time dreamer. This is an account of cupcakeisms straight from my red velvet heart. Writing is my release.
Designed by Michel Dacruz
Disappointment is the dominant emotion. Disappointed in you for not understanding me as much as I would like you to. And disappointed in myself, for not knowing what to do. Because I feel like shit when we’re not okay and I feel like shit when I pretend like we are. I’ve come to the conclusion that my happiness disperses without you.
The conflict is within me. I guess. I guess I’ll “forget” it because it’s no fun to be around a sad person. But really, it will always be there. The pea in my mattress.
inní mér syngur vitleysingur, indeed
